A dream less ordinary ^^ ( a nightmare in fact ) What is a Dream? "Dreams are a communication of body, mind and spirit in a symbolic communicative environmental state of being." It was early friday morning and i was watching late night shows on channel 5 , i remembered it was showing that particular show called the "black knight " , staring martin lawrence . I took out the tub of "kings" chocolate ice-cream from the fridge , started feasting on it while watching the show. Almost right after the show ended , i ran to my bed and crashed. The nightmare begins ! I found myself and the girl i liked last time ( i shall label her with the word She in this post ) at a chinese place , taiwan i think . So we were on a holiday ! Oh wow ~ ! dreams travel far , dont they , taiwan was the least expected place that i thought i would go . I still remembered it was around 10 years ago since i went there . Anyway thats not very important . Then i think i got fast forwarded a little , perhaps too little time to sleep i suppose . Suddenly we were in a Hot spring scene , both naked !!!! in the dream it was very misty perhaps because of the steam coming out from the hot spring . Didnt get to see anything , Wasted ! Anyway , for those who are harbouring the thought that i would be writing a wet dream , DREAM ON ! haha ! This dream is totally a nightmare man ! At the hot spring , i was totally engrossed in the conversation with her , i dont remember the topics that we spoke about , but the feeling was totally relaxing . Dream fast forwarded again , We were in a shopping mall . A rather run-down one in fact , i do not have any idea why were we shopping there. That place was almost deserted , a place where you wont dare to do your shopping alone . Everything was fine at first , Suddenly , i found myself engaged in an agruement with her . I didnt know what on earth were we quarreling for , i only remembered her very last words " 你 又 不 敢 说 你 喜 欢 我 ! ! " ( For those Non-chinese reader or those chinese really cannot make it one , this means " why dont you admit you have a crush on me ! " ) . In my dream , i simply walked off from her . What the hell was i thinking off man ! Anyway this dream was not up to me to control , i was only a viewer . After walking off , i caught back my breathe and decided to give chase . This time was for real . I think at that moment i should know what to do. I saw her exit from the emergency exit at one corner of my eye . I gave chase , never did i knew that this would be the Chase of my life . I opened the door .. ' Creaaaakkkkkk !!! ' what i saw was a flight of dusty stairs which leads either up or down. I went up , what surprised me was there werent any more exits to anywhere to where i went , ran up and down , up and down finding no exits at all ! my entire body was soaked in sweat , i was sweating profusely . I didnt felt tired at that moment , her safety was the first thing that came to my mind . i remebered i stopped at a particular floor , i saw a perfect view of the moon . i dont know what came over me , i was shouting her name aloud and tears were flowing from my eyes . i felt really desperate . Regretted that i shouldnt have left her alone at the first place and what i regretted most was not letting her know my true feelings . It was really tragedi october man ! The feeling was .... awwwww ! i cant describe. Suddenly a brilliant idea struck me , Call her handphone lar ! Wah ! thats it man ... in the dream i was carrying my old nokia 8850 . Tried to call but the line was engaged . ( The Director of this dream smart huh ? cant outsmart him man ) Bloody hell ! the next moment , i found myself back in singapore . I was alone ! Ohh my goosh ! i failed to bring her back . What the hell have i done . Took out my cell phone and attempted to call , line engaged again . i remembered checking on my cell phone every few minutes to check if she returns my call . Admist the slience , i heard a faint ringing sound ... getting louder and louder.....ring ring !!!!! woooooaaaahhh !!! it was my bloody alarm clock ! I lost her again . Cant even make her mine in my dream. I woke up and found myself in cold sweat . What a dream. *Quote of the day Chicken Cheese Roti john : $ 4.50 Freeflow of house pour @ hotel intercontinental : Around $2000 - $ 3000 Dreaming about the woman you once liked and losing her : Priceless After reading this , watch this Mtv . This guy running up and down the stairs also , plus the song also quite meaningful . Perhaps he got the same dream too ?
很 想 说 - 李 圣 杰
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